stache-nation asked : hai...i hope you're doing well <3
I’m at an afterski party, tipsy, but good 😁
Anonymous asked : I hate the person that hurt you
Please don’t, there’s no need to ;)
Anonymous asked : You seem like a smart girl with a good heart so that's why I'm asking for your help now.. 5 months ago, I met this gorgeous woman that I sooner or later fell in love with. She has been hurt before, so I knew that I had to be good to her. When I was younger, I was really scared to be hurt, so I would hurt anyone who came close to me. This woman, that I am now in love with, is the best thing ever.. but I feel like I'm about to go back to old habits, and I really don't want to do that, help me!
I think it’s a good start that you’re aware of that, so it’s in your subconscious. Is she in love with you too? As I see this, if you both want the same thing (to be together), then you should give it a chance and try your best to be the person you want to be for her. If you don’t try you might just keep wondering “what if" and regret that you didn’t take the chance. This whole love thing is scary, because no one wants to get hurt, but the truth is that a relationship never go smoothly always, there will be pain, someone will be hurt, and you go through the pain together, so it’s up to you to ask yourself “is this worth all the trouble?" - I would usually say yes to this, but that’s how I am, I don’t like to regret.
I’m not good at giving relationship advice, so bear with me :p
"It wasn’t meant to be.
Those five little words
which mean nothing in
the whole hurricane cosmos of my life,
meant everything that day.
As if the universe
shown down upon us,
tears and bleeding hearts,
and promised that
there was so much more."